I was just reading one of the other posts about being scared something was going to happen if you went to the bathroom alone. My husband travels and when he would go out of town I would lie in bed alone thinking that if I went asleep I would die and my children would find me dead in bed. The only way I could fall asleep was by taking the Ativan. You really feel like your loosing your mind. I really feel that I had so many unresolved issues with my job and I had to learn to quit holding everything inside. I was always afraid of hurting someone's feelings so I just supressed everything. After a while your body says enough and starts rebelling. I have finally started venting a little bit more and it really has helped. I had to learn to tell people no. |