Oh my GOODNESS....girl...I am soooo sooooo sorry. I cannot even put into words how SORRY I am. I am literally sitting here BAWLING my eyes out after reading your last post. I am so so so so sorry that your little baby Ella didn't make it - but she is in a much better place, and completely and TOTALLY free of pain now. She is playing with all the other angel baby's at The Rainbow Bride. I have one up there too, and I just KNOW that they are there, together...happy, pain free, and playing with each other - looking down on us. You take care of yourself sweetie, and I promise, time will ease your pain.
PLEASE know that my heart goes out to you (and your boyfriend as well) and sweet little baby Bella.
Also, my husband wanted me to post for him and say how terribly SORRY he is to hear this news. I told him about little Bella's story and it REALLY did pull at his heart strings too. We are both,
extremely, extremely so very sorry.
From the bottom of our hearts, God Bless you sweetie