Awww, sweetie!!! BIG hugs to you!

I agree with Des - you DO have a very kind heart to care so much and to read about all of these stories. I too read them - and pray for each and every babies story that I read

Although I have to admit, I can't read them TOO often, because I have lost a very dear furbaby (in 10 days it will be exactly ONE YEAR since I've lost her)...and alot of times when I read these stories, I think about her and get soooooooo upset

I will cry and get EXTREMELY depressed and think only negative, very upsetting things

So I really do try not to read them that often because I don't want to upset myself.
However, I am EXTREMELY grateful that the R.I.P. section is here - because we all NEED it. It is a great place to share your stories and talk through your grief. Alot of us here are going through it, or have gone through it in the past - so we know how it feels - and it definitely is a big help to talk about it. After all, we are ALL here for each other
But again - I commend you for taking an interest in these stories - you truly do have a heart of gold!

God bless you!!