well you get the call you never want to get .... its almost 5 am and the Dr calls me to tell me she is not doing welll ..... she is having a harder time breathing as the hours go on .... she said it wasnt looking good and wanted to know what i wanted to do if she stops beathing ....she said she could try and retrieve her or let her go, MY GOD IM LOSING ELLA AND I JUST CANT TAKE THIS PAIN RIGHT NOW, I DONT WANT TO LOSE HER
