well we just got back from seeing ella tonight, she is not any better, but not any worse, she didnt look good tonight, she looked very agitated and uncomfortable and she seemed to be having a harder time breathing even with the oxygen .... i just dont know, my poor little ella looked like she was in sooooo much pain, i just cant take this anymore, i just want her home and i dont know if that will ever happen again, im so scared its breaking me down ....her little face made me just cry and cry, she looked up at us with this very sad look upon her face .....the DR is calling us at 9 tonight with an update we just have so many questions, ellas vet called the animal hospital today to check on her, she said its just all about time and if she can make it through this long period of healing, i just dont know if she can, i know I'm suppose to think positive, but im just so scared i dont know what to feel right now .....its going to be another long night, i will update you all as soon as we talk to the DR later tonight
