[ssmiles1980A]

ok well we just got back home ... what a NIGHTMARE THIS MOVE WAS FOR MY BABY ELLA ..... the animal hospital she was at was sooo good, the nurse and the DR were just so sweet and understanding, it really sucked that they closed this morning, the move wasnt good, it was BAD IDEA but we had NO choice, she couldnt breathe with out the oxygen, we thought we were loosing her on the way there, i was just crying and crying when we left the first hospital they said there was still "hope" BUT after this move we got a totally different story, they said she was barley breathing and not in good shape, i was just so mad because we thought we actually some hope until the move ... it just broke my heart, she didnt even notice i was talking to her she was trying to catch her breathe ......she said she had a high fever all of a sudden ... my poor baby ella, my heart is just broken ..... i got so mad at this new animal hospital, the DR wouldnt come out and see us, and i was soooo MAD, i didnt want to leave until we spoke to her, but they said she was too busy at the moment and to come back at 2 ... the nurse was much friendlier to us, i dont know i just got really bad vibes about all this again, she said its still a waiting game and they dont know if they can keep her alive .....
my GOD THEY HAVE TO KEEP HER ALIVE, MY LITTLE ELLA HAS FOUGHT THIS LONG ... she is only 10 weeks today .....so anyway we are going back there at 2 and we will see what happens from there ..... Thank you everyone so much for EVERYTHING and all your support and prayers, Ella still needs all of your support .... I also want to thank you everyone i did take everyones advice and i did sleep a little last night, i kept waking up checking my cell to make sure there was no missed calls. but i do feel a little more rested, its going to be another long day, another day i need ella to keep fighting and fighting ......