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....all i can think about is her little face ....they said it was best to say good bye to her so they took us in the back and she was in a little oxygen bed, her eyes were closed, i was just crying and crying, i just wanted to touch her little paw, but the dr wouldnt let me, he said it was best to go home at this point
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I can't imagine how terrible that image must make you feel when you think about it!
Sooooo tiny and sweet, and nothing you can do to help her.
We hear over and over again how careful we have to be when the little tiny ones are underfoot, but you know what...ACCIDENTS HAPPEN. They just do. OF COURSE you both love her, and would NEVER have chosen for something so terrible to happen to her. But we all make mistakes and have accidents all the time, because we're HUMAN. You can't help feeling terrible, but please don't blame yourself, or your boyfriend.
Saying a prayer for Ella now!