I almost lost mine when she got spayed (toy poodle). Honestly, I understand where you are coming from. I have a small boy that is soon to be neutered and there is not a day that goes by that I don't have 'flash backs'
The reason with the poodle was anesthesia complications and then a secondary infection that came up. I lost lots of sleep/work over it and I don't wish it upon ANYONE.............glad it turned out in our favor at the end though. After that, my cat got neutered and it went super smooth. |