[Rae Rae]

Originally Posted by kami999

I have done so much thinking about his entire situation. I am starting to blame myself, when I went to the emergency hospital with him that first time on wednesday because he wasnt eating I should have told them to do full blood work, but I didnt. I should have left him for ivs but i didnt. All because the doctor there said he looked healthy and I had a vet appointment the next day. These stupid vets never did a full blood work, and why didnt I know that it was needed to be done. Why are these people vets in the first place if they dont know what to do? Perhaps if I left him at that emergency hospital nad ran bloodwork tests they could have started treating him 4days earlier. My God, I can only blame myself for this, how can I live with this knowing that I made this horrible mistake. If my baby wont feel better by today how can I still hope for better when there are no chances? Why cant he just get better?

Please don't blame yourself. You're doing all you can for your baby. I'm sure she appreciates it. You rescued her, and are trying so hard to save her. Do you think others would do the same? Some people would've put her down right away, but your trying so hard to save her. I give you credit. I hope the best for you and your baby. She's very lucky to have a mommy who cares about her so much.