OH Sweetie Im soooo sorry! I know what its like to lose a sweet little yorkie puppy WAY too soon! You can't blame yourself though! I had my stuart for about 2 months, he was almost 5 months old. I was going through a break up from my fiance and trying to sell the house we owned together. He was my saving grace, he helped me through that first month so much!
He died from ingesting rat poison. I have NO idea where he got rat poison, I certainly did not have it in my house. It was horrible, I watched him die and I blamed myself. My vet told me if I knew he ate it, they could have pumped him up with vitamin K and saved his life. But I didnt know! That killed me to watch him in pain and then die in pain when I could have prevented it.
But like you girl, I can't blame myself. I gave him the best life i could have! I loved him and put cost aside when he got sick, trying to save him. Its been over a year now since his passing. I still think about him, and I get sad, teary-eyed when I think about it, but at least i know I took him out of that store and gave him the best possible 2 months he could have before his passing.
My thoughts and prayers are going out to you & Miko! I pray for a miracle for you both! I know how it feels to feel you found your pet soulmate |