[kami999]

I have done so much thinking about his entire situation. I am starting to blame myself, when I went to the emergency hospital with him that first time on wednesday because he wasnt eating I should have told them to do full blood work, but I didnt. I should have left him for ivs but i didnt. All because the doctor there said he looked healthy and I had a vet appointment the next day. These stupid vets never did a full blood work, and why didnt I know that it was needed to be done. Why are these people vets in the first place if they dont know what to do? Perhaps if I left him at that emergency hospital nad ran bloodwork tests they could have started treating him 4days earlier. My God, I can only blame myself for this, how can I live with this knowing that I made this horrible mistake. If my baby wont feel better by today how can I still hope for better when there are no chances? Why cant he just get better?