i just dont know what to say but i am so sorry
but i know that you loved little max and its hard to mourn him but it sound like you have a big
and may have room for another fur baby i would go and look at the other pup from the man you trust, and dont think of it as replacing maxx you could never do that.. cause he is still with you
you will just be helping your self with the mourning and like you said even to hold and cry and get sweet little puppy kisses that is the best healing you could do for your self.. good luck in what ever you decide.. we will pray for you.