I agree with the others that say that maybe seeing a counseller might help you deal with some of the things from your past. I am one of those that believe it to be best to try to keep toxic people out of your life whether they are family or not. If they have not changed then letting them hurt you over and over will only do more damage. You need to stop letting them abuse you and take control of your life and your actions.
I also think that you need to respond to the PMs from the members here that might feel you have done them wrong, it is something you need to face and deal with. Avoiding them is not the answer, I'm sure they want closure from you as you would like from your parents. Posting this kind of thread is going to upset some members as they feel you are trying to blame others for your wrong doings here.
It seems you are thinking about your life and how to fix whats wrong in it, thats a great start. Take it slow...... you need to handle and resolve the issues in your life one at a time instead of running from them or take on too many all at once. Maybe you can start with YT, we seem to be a forgiving bunch. |