Kristy...perhaps you at a turning point in your life and you are beginning to realize that at some point you have to accept that we all make concious decisions to either be happy nor not. No matter what crap you were dealt in childhood, you are now an adult and it is more than time to put this behind you and take responsibilities for all your actions from this point forward. You can never change what happened and no one can ever make it right, but you can choose to learn and move on or stay stuck in a cycle of blame/guilt/shame. It might be a good time to seek out a therapist to further put things into perspective. Please don't waste any more of your life worrying about your past. Make your future what you want it to be!! May 2007 be the year for you......
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