I posted about a nightmare i had a a few weeks ago so I know how you feel Hun.
http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/sho...ight=nightmare
Dreams like that just seem so very real and that horrid sick feeling stays with you for hours if not days. Before long you will feel better though and the memory will fade. (Unlike the love you have for that precious little one.)
Hang in there and give lots of extra love, hugs and kisses today!