thank you for all the prayers. it is so hard sometimes....I did tell my son and g/.f weeks ago I didnt want either of them to call me when there having problems, they just dont listen..I cant cut him off completely..not now..with everuthing going on with him
I just dont know how to get through without cutting him off altogether..I cant do that. I mean I'm the only one who is always there for him no matter what....now that he got into drugs..when things go wrong the 1st thing he heads for is just that, unless Im right there to talk to him and change his mind... now i have had to take my phone off the hook for the night...im watching my daughters kids and the 3 year old is asleep and so is my 6 year old they both keep calling me back and forth i told them its emnough, but had to take the phone off the hook to stop it..now i feel bad that my son cant call me.... that i cut him off for the night