[dezertblu]

I have lost many a pet in my lifetime, as I rescue many animals every year, but the numbers don't make it any easier, as they are each and every one very special in thier own way.I will be having a hard christmas this year too, as we have lost 4 of our beloved pets this year, the latest one was just Friday.I can honestly say I totally understand and sympathize with you, as they may be small , but they leave big holes in your heart for sure.One thing I did to try to honor the memory of those gone by this year, the money I would have normally spent on thier christmas, I gave to an animal rescue sponsoring a particular dog for his christmas.Maybe this would help you too.Hugs sweety.