do you ever get to the point where you think whats the point? i no bad things happen in everyones life but sometimes its just like someone somewhere is just trying to kill you off

first on the 11th of september my nan died who i was very close to and use to be her carer, my mum died 7 years ago so i was then even closer to my nan. then a couple of weeks ago my cat died (he use to be my mums cat and was the only thing i had left of my mum after my nan died) and now annie is ill, it makes me so

and

at the sametime, im just getting so fedup with bad things happening all the time, i wouldnt mind if something good happened now and again but it doesnt. i look at some people who go through life with not a care in the world and if they fell in a bucket of poo they would come up smelling of roses

i on the other hand would just smell of poo! it does seem to be in this life if your a ****hole you go through life with ease

sorry i will stop now rant over, (slaps her self around the chops)