It certainly sounds like your overwhelmed right now. Take time out for yourself and get your thoughts together. Only YOU know how you feel.
Your right to take the time to think more seriously about giving up Kizzy
but do it for the right reasons. Being overwhelmed can cause us to have
burn out and not think clearly. When your feeling better and if you feel the
same way than rehome Kizzy. It will be better for all of you. I know you will
find her the best home available. Sometimes things just don't work out the
way we had hoped they would. Don't feel guilty. Sh_t happens. Feel better
and know we are your friends on YT. Carol & Buddy