I'm really sorry about what you're going through!!! I know how difficult it is. Like others, I've been there.
I found out I was pregnant when I was 18 and still living w/my parents. My Dad had said if any of us ever got pregnant (unwed/still living in his home) he'd disown us. I was scared to death, and to make it worse, what I thought was the love of my life turned into the meanest/scariest person ever. I was terrified!!! At 2 mths along I told my Mom. It was the greatest thing I ever did. She was upset but kind of excited as well. I didn't tell my Dad. She did, and he didn't speak to me the entire pregnancy and I lived at home!!!
It hurt alot knowing that my Dad and my daughter's Father didn't want anything to do w/me or the baby, but I realized that that didn't matter. It wasn't just about me anymore...
I had my beautiful daughter and believe it or not, my Dad turned into the biggest sap in the world!!! He wouldn't let me carry the car-seat out to the car, and when my daughter was 3 days old, I tried to put her in this pretty dress to take pictures and he told me to quit fussing with her. It was so sweet! LOL.
I'm not going to lie, it was ROUGH. Thankfully, I had already finished HS, but it did put a huge hold on college. But, I got through it. My Mom was tremendous throughout and I thank her all the time for it. It's not easy and I feel so sorry for young girls that get pregnant. It makes me so sad because I know how rough it is...
Sorry for the novella. I just feel so bad for you! Hang in there!!! Talk to you Mom!