The work, I wouldn't mind....its the risks of loosing Venus. Or the risk of loosing a pup after I got attached.
I know I'd never loose the guilt if something happend to either of my yorkies.
I don't have children, so they are my children. I live alone too, which seems to give a tight bond to pets.
I'm deathly afraid of getting Adonis neutered already. But somehow, I have to do it, and will go through it. I've been on the main board learning, which anesthesia yorkies need, and what you don't want to give them.
When Venus gets old enough, she will get spayed too. I wish I had the nerve to do both the same day, but Venus is only 5 months old right now. I'd freak with both of them down there all day long. They'd throw me out of that place, cause I'd camp out in the waiting area!
I know I got Venus with the intention of breeding them, but I feel not breeding them is the best decision for me. I don't even know if she'd be big enough to breed with him. There's just too many things you need to know, that you really can't learn on a board, along with also the possibility of loosing her. No way!
I know I kept it quiet, and tried to learn. I've learned enough to know I'd be devistated if I lost her, then have to feed pups every 3 hours while greiving?
You all are great, I've learned a lot through reading. I really feel for those of you who lost their females. You are really special people! |