I'm sorry Gina.
We learned about that in DARE.
But think about it for a minute before you pick up a ciggerette. You've been doing SO good. Don't go back - you'll regret it. After you've given up for good, you can always loose the weight. It's more dangerous for your health to smoke than to gain a little weight that you can loose again.
You're not a fat pig at all. You're pretty and don't let yourself think otherwise!