i just went to weigh myself with my boss on the dock using a frt scale
and let me tell you i gained another 7 pounds... im gonna start smoking again.
there is no way im going to be or feel fat like this,, no way , just no way..
this is ridiculous...... no wonder why my pants are so darn tight.... this is
the heaviest i have ever been... you guys are going to laugh at me, but
this really bothers me..... i know i dont look heavy, but the scale dont lie..
i am so angry

..now im getting depressed. this is what i
get for not smoking...