I read your post and cried. I feel so sorry for your baby! But Tara had a good life because you loved her so much! It's not your fault, you were a good mommy. Take care your baby is a little, cute, sweet angel now
I know it must be very painful for you, as a child, we had 3 Yorkies and I had to experience all of their deaths. One was too tiny and underdeveloped, and died of a birth defect. They were named, Pepper,
Bitsy, and Daisy.