I am sooo sorry to hear your baby is in heaven. I know it is so difficult to get over the pain and you won't be able to get over for a while. But please have a faith. The most painful thing happens to good people for a reason. You may never know why but I can tell you what I feel. Sharing your story reminded me how fragile our furbaby is. I have to be more careful with our baby and ask question at the vet. Listen to my gut feeling if there is something wrong. You are educating us to be careful with our baby. My prayer is with you and deepest sympathy.