So, so sorry for your loss. Please don't let your sudden loss prevent you from getting another furbaby......it took me nine months when I lost my little girl before I could even begin to think about getting another. But I have two now and while I still miss my little Kelsey, I find great happiness and joy in sharing my life and home with Kallie and Toby. So hang in there, it is a very emotional time and you will have ups and downs!