I am soooo sorry about your loss. Maybe you should just keep looking for a Yorkie. Eventually you'll find one that's just right for you. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and apparantly (sp?), God wanted that Yorkie baby with Him in Heaven. I'm sure the right Yorkie for you will come along when the time is right. Post a puppy wanted post here and on other dog classified websites like
57dogs.com Look in your local paper, and when the time is right, that puppy will be waiting for you and you'll be able to afford it. God has a plan for everyone and every living thing, and God will bring the right Yorkie to you, but apparently, the one you almost had was the one that He wanted with Him at the Rainbow Bridge. Again, I'm sorry. Good luck in your search for a Yorkie.
P.S. Where are you located? Are you in Texas (your s/n gives it away) If you PM me with your location, I'll do some searches for Yorkies in your area and I'll keep my eyes open for some ads. Just let me know!