i know exactly how you are all feeling as i have said in a earlier post my dad died on the 12th oct suddenly on his bedroom floor from a heart attack my mother found him dead i also saw him , one moment he was with us and the next gone he was 63 my mother is devastated as we all are she now faces sever financial hardship ahead of her and will probably have to move house because the upkeep of there home i think will be too much, i never thought that i would be worrying how my mum is going to keep warm this winter if i were richer she would have no such worries but i struggle finacially also i have 2 kids to raise which is expensive, i wish my dad had never smoked that was the cause of death fatty deposits had furred up his arteries and a piece broke off and stopped his heart i only hope he did not feel pain for too long, i hope and pray your family stays strong through this because i really do know how you feel its the people who are left that t is saddest for. |