I am so sorry to hear of your loss, My mother pass away 3 years ago before she died I was in the mental hostipal and the day I got out I was sitting in my easy seat and she called and said she called 911 I was so high on the meds that I didn't know anything my hubby walked in and the phone was ringing it was my sil and she told me my mother was dead
I hadn't seen her for 3 months and she dies oh Lord help me all the guilt is so heavy. In April of this year my sister died
My mom was 58 my sister was 39. I'm so so sorry. My prayers are with you and your family.