It's very hard to type a response through tears. Your story brings back very painful days just this past March. I lost my Moke to kidney failure. He was 14. I would not give up. He would not give up. I had his abdomen drained twice. The vet knew it was only a matter of time. It got down to the point where I was force feeding him through an eye dropper. After two weeks of force feeding, he would not swallow one dropper full. I knew it was time. He also knew it was time. I have never cried so hard and so long as I did that day. I held him in my arms in his favorite baby blanket, on the way to the crematory. He's back home with me now. I look at his picture and the good memories return. Someday we will be united again.
The answer to whether it's time or not, is in your heart. Nobody can answer it for you. You will know and so will your baby. My heart goes out to you.
God bless you both. |