Well, sometimes I fall in these dark moods like yesterday... now it's even worse /I started living on my own exactly when I got my lop, 8 months ago and especially that I spend long time at home ALONE/ I'm trying to get over it, but still keep his stuff, see his pictures on the shelves, feel him around me… and when I wake up in the morning, still sleepy think of getting his breakfast ready and the morning "affection" time before I start the day, but then I realize he’s gone….
My mum visited the breeder today and she's absolutely in love with all the yorkies there and the 3 new borns, one of which will be mine, she already left the deposit and took a lot of pictures of all the breeder’s dogs. So now all I can do is expect my departure to Bulgaria in 2 months and get the puppy home.
Thank you for your support, it makes me feel better and more confident with the fact and it’s true that noone can predict things in life and refusing another pet because of fear would lead only to regret from not getting it and emptiness… Anyway, Whispersmom2 I did go to a pet store a week ago and I spent an hour entertaining 1 pug and 2 yorkies, I couldn’t get out of the store until my friends forced me to get in the car and leave.. but that made me want a puppy even more, feeling extremely useless and lonely.
I already read a lot of things about yorkies and I think it’s the perfect dog for me, on top of this I always wanted a small dog to SPOIL
and dedicate myself to it. Of course I want to “educate” myself more on taking care, possible problems and getting as much information as possible before I welcome the puppy in my home so that I’m completely prepared. The breeder recommended 3 books and my mum got them, she will send me one and the rest I’ll read when I go back to Bulgaria. Now I'm doing a research on vets in Dubai, because that is another MUST...