It is hard!!!! Especially when the little guy decided to become such a little lover the last few days!
I really thought I'd be ok! And I was, the whole time they were there, even when she held him through the window for us to say goodbye to him.
(oh and get this - hubby, who doesn't want anything to do with it all, kissed him through the window and the whole nine yards
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I think it was after it all was over with, and I had taken down his play pen and cleaned the puppy room all up. We were driving to the store, and bam...I started to cry.
Hubby reminded me of how happy I made his new mom and that it was my goal in the first place.
Its funny....when she was taking him, I still thought of him as mine and everytime I've bought a new pup as soon as I hold him , I feel he is mine. So while she was holding him she was probably feeling he was hers and her I am still feeling he's mine! (if that makes sense? I know what I'm feeling - just hard to write it)
Anyways - the good thing is, I think he's going to have a good home.