well she definitely was not playing a game. the vet gave me bad news. it actually wasnt the leg i thought it was. its not her leg with LP but the bad news i got is she now has it on the other leg

i just started to cry at the vet, i am totally so sad. i cant believe this happened to her. he said the way she feel tore her ligament which now lets her knee displace. i know it was a total accident, but i cant help but to feel like a bad mom. i know i'm not but it's very upsetting. he told me to keep an eye on her for another week. i asked about giving her something for pain and he said she's not in pain, its just discomforting. he said he believes in letting nature run its course because if you give her something then she may not feel it the discomfort and do more damage. so ive been sitting home with her just cuddling with her and telling her i'm sorry. the vet also said that he doesnt believe she will ever need surgery and if she does i need to think about it a month before my decision. i said when you tell me its the time, then i'll think about it. she's my heart and soul, i will do whatever i need to.