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  Oh my goodness Kelly, I am so so sorry.. I know how you feel,.. when I lost my Madda I was devasted.. nothing under the sun could comfort me. I thought and re played back all the I should of's and what not but it didnt help bring her back.. I still think of her this day but I know  must believe god had a reason for taking my dear baby from me.. she wasnt even a year yet.  I pray to god to give you strength and fill your heart with understanding. I am so sorry and if you ever need someone to talk to I am here. This month will mark 2 months and boy do they ever feel long. Take care  |