Could it be guilt hitting you also?
Please know that you did the very best (and hardest) thing you could for Jake. You gave him a home, with someone who will be giving him attention all the time. And with what you described, seems to me, like she needs Jake, as much as he does her.
Try to remember that now Jake isn't getting beat up by chickens on a daily basis now.
I'm sorry your hurting so bad from letting him go. And I'm also sure this wasn't an easy decision. I think you did the best thing in the world for Jake myself! |