you will it takes time I did the same thing for about 2 weeks, its having him not there and being so quite with out him is doing it...I had to just let go after 2 weeks no calling or anything...I know I made the best choice for him and it sounds like you did the same for Jake.....He is in a better place....not that you didn't love him but he is getting all the attention and love...so don't feel guilty, it hurts but you did make the right choice....
