i was sitting here today at the office with oscar on my lap and just looking at how big he has already gotten in just weeks! at one point im sooo excited to see him grow and learn and to see what he will turn out to be.. and on the other hand i feel like bursting into tears! i dont want him to grow up! im so torn about it on the inside.. ive already caught myself looking for a new puppy so that when oscar gets to be grown i can have a new baby. this is terrible! i just love this puppy stage so much that im almost wanting him not to grow up
this is sad... how do u let your emotions go enough to allow your baby to grow?