I feel like im losing it im sosooo scared. I posted on here about my upcoming ultrasounds, but I am soo scared.
I keep telling myself, im ok, its nothing, but then I think that wow, how selfish of me, what makes me any different than anyonelse who have diagnosed with cancer? what makes me think that I am soo good or invincable that this couldnt possible happen to me???
I am soo scared
then to find out that the chance of surviving ovarian cancer longer than 5 years is only 20%. I cannt help but to think about these things. I am soo scared.
Lord, please please give me the stregnth to deal with whatever the outcome !!
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