Thank you ladies for all your words of encouragement.
Well, I'm glad to let ya'll know that the company is not laying off people and that in fact, they are bringing work fro other places to Houston and they are going to start preparing the next bid for another big contract related to the one they lost but, different project, so there is work for a very long time.
, and of course I have learned a huge lesson, I'm going shopping for what I need not ffor what I want. I'm still going to spoil my babies and hubby and myself of course, but I'm going to be more conservative and do it only every once in a while, because what is more important, and that nothing can buy I already have it, LOVE, my husband's and my babies and my family's love.