I'm so sorry. I read this thread to my husband. No one expects things like this to happen. Your aunt is such a good person and it seems like she was more of a best friend or even a sister to you than an aunt.
Don't worry about staying strong infront of us here at YT. Say whatever you want and we will be here for you. I know what you mean about drama in families, my family is VERY dramatic, esspecially my in-laws.
Just know that we will always be thinking of you and we're here for you no matter what happens.