well guys... I slept 10 hours!!! I must have needed it!!
She is still in ICU and there has been no improvement... but they have managed to keep her alive this long... Her head scans are looking ok... But the lungs, liver, heart and kidneys are all very damaged.... You really need all of those...
So who knows... She is still very unstable.. the clots are a major factor... and her doctors are not giving us even a 1% chance here, they don't want to give us ANY hope at this point because they know that we could lose her at any second.
I however am doing better... I am accepting things better than most of my family... Being there when she went down may have helped, but It really was hard to watch...
He mother is convinced that she'll be WALKING out of the Hosp in 3 weeks
Now can we all say denial??? Yep! She really is not ready to deal with this... its her youngest child and shes 74! Cameron is only 37 years old...
We are supposed to be going on a cruise in Oct.... She talked me into it.. And now she's going to stand me up! Only family can get away with that kind of crap... I just hate seeing her laying there in that bed... Its such a frightful sight... An image I'll never get out of my head! Never....
I wish she would get better... But if not... I just wish that she is not made into an exibit... as it is everyone is stoping by for a look! UGH! I just want to know whats happening with her! The not knowing is whats killing me....
If its time, I can deal with it... I just need to know... If its a long recovery... AWESOME!!!!! I am ready for that too!!!! I just need to know something!
Sorry guys... I don't break down infront of my family and I don't talk like this to them... They are the drama scream and cry people... So thank you for letting me say a few words here... I need to say something to someone...
Love you all!
Kathryn