My heart is breaking for you. I am so sorry for your loss. I know that pain all too well. I had the same questions that you have. I'll never understand why it was my Bentley's time when he was only 4 months old....he was just beginning to live. I had to fight back the tears while reading your post. I wanted to just reach through the screen and give you hugs hugs and more hugs. You are an awesome mommy....you did everything you could...she was in great hands. There is nothing that you could have done differently that would have changed the outcome. I just wish I could ease your pain....it is a pain that's so deep and only someone who has lost a precious furbaby can really understand. I will pray for you....may God give you strength & peace. Just know that your baby is at rainbow bridge...happy and healthy. She doesn't want you to be sad. She's waiting for you...until you meet again. |