((((HUGS)))) that was beautiful. I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling. Kloey knows your love for her, she was blessed to have you for a mom.
Loosing Dexter was one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life - I had NO idea how much it would affect me. Loosing him led me to this wonderful site and to new friends like you.
If I can help in anyway just let me know.
Our babies were loved and will forever be in our hearts.