Aww so sorry for your loss you shouldnt blame yourself! i know how you feel nearly 4 yrs ago now i had a yorkie called Molly she was my strength and best mate she went everywere with me, I never put her on a lead she stayed at my side were ever we went, we came home from work this peticular night she used to jump out my car when i opened the door and go yap at the cat nextdoor but one and wait for me to go round my car to get my bags, then she,d race me to our front door,but this time she was on season and saw a dog across the road, she was killed instantly,God i felt like my world had fallen apart,I hated myself for what id done cos i truley beleived it was my fault,I felt like i couldnt have another dog but i had to think of my family too they were all devastated too next day we got Lillie she took a lot of pain away and has brought a lot of love and happiness into our house, we love her too bits but we,ll never forget Molly i would say to get another asap it helped us loads getting Lillie, only thing is im so paranoid with her and needless to say she is always on a lead even at work, Love to you and your family,Thinking of you all at this sad time xx |