ohhh honey, so deeply sorry you lost your precious baby, how awful for you and your family, please don't blame yourself, it's not worth it, you cant what if yourself, I know, cause I did it not to long ago, I to lost my baby in June, she was hit by a car and I blamed myself up and down till I was driving myself crazy.
I think when your ready, a new baby is just the answer, I have Lillie now and she was such a blessing to my family, I'm so over protective of her and constantly keep my eye on her.
Please know your baby knows you loved her very much and she wants to see you smile again.
I truly hope you can find a new baby to love, I know it wont take the place of her, but it will help your heart heal. Best of luck to you hun! |