I so understand what you are going through. When I lost my Sugar to a stroke it almost killed my spirit. We had more yorkies, but they weren't her. I didn't start healing until my friend called me and told me of a puppy that was born handicapped because of too many in her litter. Her right knee cap is turned(she limps) and her right foot has one toe higher. I took her instantly sight unseen. She is now 6 and the tiniest, toughest most loving Cupie. She is a spitfire just like Sugar was. I also took an even tinier Me-Me into our home a few months ago. She has PDA and needed a heart operation to save her. Turned out that her heart murmer got better by a miracle. At hree we take her for another heart ultrasound. I give her kisses everytime I look at her because I realize how special she is. Only the good Lord knows how long I can keep her...but I'll love her until that day. They hurt so much when they go, but give so much when they are here. I pray that your heart heals. |