I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I know the struggle that you are going through. Right after Phoebe died I came home from the vets office and said that is it no more. I am done.
I felt as though my heart had literaly been ripped out of my chest and that there was this gaping empty hole. Several days later I had a melt down and told my husband and my girls that I could not do it, that I needed another Yorkie. So my search began. I will also tell you that I was so afraid because I did not want to end up with a puppy that had a lot of health problems and me just filling my emptiness. I did research and lots of it. When you are truly ready to fill that hole in your heart there will be another Yorkie there waiting just for
you. But in the mean time don't turn down a chance to get puppies kisses.