Fran , I am so sorry for your loss... I echo everyones words here.. I understand how you feel right now.... MY MADDA died almost two weeks ago she passed august 10th ... I will forever dread and hate that day... I didnt even get to say goodbye to her... and it still hurts but a part of me has made peace with what happened only because that means she is happy and not in pain,.... I wish she was with me but I have to understand that this happened for a reason and I can only hope that one day I will understand... i cry everyday for her but all I can do now is pray she is happy and for god to give me strength.. that is what I wish the most for u right now... for strength through this ordeal... may god keep your precious baby loved and safe ... I found reading everyones posts and pm's helped me get through this... please let me know if I can ever help you ... I am crying right along with you my dear friend.. |