We have really enjoyed living in the country and here in the mountains. I wish I could say that I find time to get bored, but for me there isn't enough time in a day to do all the things I would like to get done in and about our place. My days are long cause I try to get in more than I guess I should. Looking back over the years raising our family, I loved going to all the kids sports activities, and we spent many of our anniversaries at the school band concert, as all three were in school bands. I wouldn't trade those times for anything, and the kids have so many good times to remember with their Dad and I. Hope you will get to like it better there, sorry but I can't relate to how you are feeling, wish there was something I could say to help you but don't know of anything. However, I do like what JeanieK said in her post here. I am reminded every day watching my husband struggle with the ability to be able to move, suffering from Parkinsons and I am loosing him to this horrible disease, its the hardest thing in the world. Life can be so fragile, be kind to yourself and try to think of ways to make it better there for your self and your family. Patti |