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Originally Posted by tammy8833 im glad.if anyone remebers my post on how magnum died, i would guess you know how quilty i feel. magnum had gotten hurt from a fall a bout a month earlier, and was getting better we thought. then we noticed him walking sideways sometimes, and he was so small 1lb at 6 months, anyways, he was following me from room to room ( i wish i had gotten bells for his collar) the baby was sick and screaming, i was by myself, i stepped on a chair to get some medicine and when i stepped down i didnt know magnum was ther, he never moved or squirmed...this is so hard to talk about..i stepped down on his head, and it was awful!!!! i still remeber the sound, the blood, i can still remeber what it felt like..i screamed and screamed started calling my husband, and my parents i was caring his little body everyone, i got blood on all the walls, the floors and furniture, my clothes were soaked..i feel so bad
i do remeber feeling him kiss me once on my heel, i think, and i dreamed about him once, but thats it.. im so ashamed and feel so bad and wondered if that is why he isnt around that he is upset or scared of me. |
hunny trust me he knows you love him he isnt upset with you at all, i think all things happen for a reason no matter how bad they are there is a reason for them and maybe this was the way he was ment to go, maybe he was only ment to be here for only a short time, maybe he will come back to in another dog, maybe he is with you now but you just cant see him yet, if you think about all the things that had to happen for that to happen to him, you had to be on your own,the baby had to be ill,the medicine had to be up high,you had to be on a chair,he had to be in just the right place, think of all those things that had to be just right had to happen for it to happen, and if one thing had been different he would still be here, it was ment to be hunny and he had to go it had nothing to do with you, i think if its someones time its they time and if the first way they were ment to die doesnt work then the next way will and be worse just to make sure they do go. he still loves you hunny and if you two are ment to be together he will find his way back to you.